I wish to write about something but I do not know what to write about. It’s stuck in my head. I remember the last time I felt like this; it was when I was told I was becoming too patient with everything around me and that I barely responded to things which caused pain because I was numb and I was not even myself back in 2010 if I’m not mistaken...or shall i say; i was told.
The truth is that life is such a weird journey. When u captured too many pictures and sides of it you become confused that everything around you seems irrelevant. For a person who is known as a heavy thinker, I can tell that my brain is about to explode.
I’m tired. I’m just tired. That’s all. I hope to wake up in the morning as a simple person with simple mind. I just wish to say something to someone but I do not know who to and what should I say because there are too many things mixed up inside, I know I should speak to God.
I just want to let it out and exhale everything so that all that’s left is a black hole; black hole of peace? Thank you for reading. Sorry I let u down. I’m a human with complex mind. I need to pour my gibberish thoughts at times too. Caow~
p/s: God please make me a grateful person...