Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Brain Explosion


I wish to write about something but I do not know what to write about. It’s stuck in my head. I remember the last time I felt like this; it was when I was told I was becoming too patient with everything around me and that I barely responded to things which caused pain because I was numb and I was not even myself back in 2010 if I’m not mistaken...or shall i say; i was told.

The truth is that life is such a weird journey. When u captured too many pictures and sides of it you become confused that everything around you seems irrelevant. For a person who is known as a heavy thinker, I can tell that my brain is about to explode.

I’m tired. I’m just tired. That’s all. I hope to wake up in the morning as a simple person with simple mind.  I just wish to say something to someone but I do not know who to and what should I say because there are too many things mixed up inside, I know I should speak to God. 

I just want to let it out and exhale everything so that all that’s left is a black hole; black hole of peace? Thank you for reading. Sorry I let u down. I’m a human with complex mind. I need to pour my gibberish thoughts at times too. Caow~

p/s: God please make me a grateful person...

3 comments:

  1. hihih.. chomel sungguh ticher jaime nih..

    btw wak, i also faced the same situation sometimes.

    kdg2 tu, rasa mcm nak pecah kepala otak memikirkan banyaknya la hai keje yg aku kena buat.. tapi, masa tu, rasa as if time is slipping away from me..

    warghhh.. dlm waktu mcm tu, memang kena exhale semuanya, and let that black hole covered you up.

    bila hati kita dah tenang dan kita dah redha nak terima pelajaranNya, mungkin Dia akan tunjuk pada kita satu-persatu, which one should go first, and so on..

    sabar ye, wak!! Allah tengah uji awak la tu^^

    p/s: just my 2 cents.. sorry if irrelevant. hihi.. :ppp

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  2. Relax jaime. Don't let your mind be swamped with too many things. Try occasional boredom sometimes (a posti've written on). Give your mind and yor body some time off :)

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  3. heh tq wee and tabby.

    comelnye korang layan bende2 merapu i post. yes i will take some time off and live life cool.maybe it's because of the fever.it sort of boils everything up~ tq *hugs!!! :D

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